5.9.10

I remember the look in his eyes/ 

when I said "Dr have you ever seen anyone survive/ 

this type of cancer?"/ 

he shook his head no while I prayed for my answer/ 

lookin at her staring at me/ 

what can I do, I'm only eighteen?/

I turned to you/ 

the only person bigger than me and that's G-O-D/
but he told me baby girl your mommy needs to see/ 

what Ive been wanting to show her for centuries/ 

so I let go and let god/

and now it's cold in my heart/ 

I know were apart/ 

but will I ever get to give her these cards?/ 

the ones that say happy mothers day and birthday too?/ 
mommy I just wish I had more time with you